Please send me some much needed healing light love
I am reaching out with a heavy <3 and I was crying for a while and I just ate so I feel calmer now. Long story short, I suffer from a painful intestinal and bladder issue that is not common and my family's state health ins is not accommodating my disability special needs so I can go see a naturopath physician to receive the healthcare I need. I don't have any infection, but I do have inflammation and I'm saying this discreetly. I've suffered in silence for more than 10 years and I feel terrible, but I realize I didn't love myself enough to take it seriously enough. I don't suffer from cancer, thank goodness, but it's taking its toll on me and as I get older...I'm 47 now...it's not going to get easier unless I take the necessary steps to heal, which I'm doing...I'm a 100% holistic organic vegan woman and Ayurveda is my life.
I use organic essential oils and enjoy drinking Ayurveda vata dosha herb tea and I meditate, do yoga, and tai chi and I need loving long distance help from a reiki or other healer to help me put me on the journey to healing recovery. I say this with love and peace, but I prefer ideally a vegetarian or vegan healer, but if 1 is not available at this time, I'll graciously thankfully accept and receive the healing. I give permission. I'm painfully environmentally ill and the toxic exposure from neurotoxins found in artificial scented products is making me feel worse and sicker and this is why I'm a shut in. The only time my family goes out is to do grocery shopping. I very much appreciate someone's kind caring healing help. Thank you. Please feel free to tag me in your comment and pm me. To be clear, I'm not asking for a diagnosis, simply some positive healing love light.